numbness~

yeah... im blogging again.. 

i think i will blog till that feeling goes off. 

well, wasn't that good. 

the min i switch on my lappie , move on to fb.

there it was, one notification.

well, he tagged me in one of my picture.

and guess what, he put in a "randomly-put in album"

oh what am i?

a stranger to u?

good then. soon it will be.

moving on... i saw he uploaded an "baby <3 " album where he puts her pictures in it.

at that instant, i was thinking

"when i dated u, did u do that for me?"

no.. not once. i was a damn idiot collecting pictures of me and him.

memories are memories but i don't think its worth it anymore.

my heart was completely numb when i saw those picture.

i did not feel anything wrong or sad. 

 was it a good sign?

probably i just went through so much till i dont feel anything anymore.

the pain was terrible at first but now.... 

i dont think its there anymore.

i cant even tell whether i still love him..

 guess when the gf sees this, she would be happy.

 but its true.. i cant tell anymore. 

probably, to me now, he's just a best friend?

yea... i guess so..

i think moving on isnt a bad thing after all. 

makes u grow stronger.!