as you can see this. you're just someone who comes to me when you need help. thats you. when i needed help from you, i don't just a good response at all. if you call urself a friend, well yeah. that's good. Probably to someone else.
another thing is you. yes you! you know who you r. you neglected me for days and why... F***ing "assignments"??? hell yeah. i had assignments and i dont neglect people. well, let just say that i'm not important to you and you have someone else to talk to. i'm just a substitute. Is that true? i'm tired of all this bullshits. what's the point of saying sorry and saying that you know how i feel when you're doing it again? you claim to be my "best" friend... what's best. you're my **. you should know me best and see what is happening now.. you're just leaving me aside when you have something. I'm hurt by what you have done. i'm also a human. i do have feelings . what's worse, i have feelings for you. and you kept on doing something that hurts. i don't complain because i know that's you. that's who you are. and i have accepted you. but when i need you, means i really do. i don't know what to say anymore. i know you don't read blogs. so just leave it. just don't blame me if some day i just walk off from you. I don't know how long i can stand all this stress and bullshits.
i was planning to take you out or even fetch you when my parents is not around. i just hope you know how i feel and everything is real. i still love you but I'm not for you to hurt.
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